Some times its hard for me to stay positive! I dont know what my problem is, But i need to get over it. I need to understand that God is my savior and that he loves me, I have fallen too many times and i feel like i cant get back up. I remember the first time I fell and now I feel like instead of being on the ground I am just crawling on the floor. Its better than its been before and I am so thakful for that. I have amazing friends that love me and care about me I couldnt live with out them...
On amore positive note I just want to thank my friends for being there for me. I dont know what I would do with out david I love him and care about him so much I dont know how i would be if i didnt know him. I love Lauren, shes a amazing awesome girl and friend who accepts me and understands what I am going through and relates to me sooooo well, I love jessica shes such a good friend and reminder of how God puts ppl in our lives for a reason. Shes funny and a great listener and thats something I need. I love diane she understands that even thought we are different we can still be there for each other in times of need, I love elise because she tells me the truth even when it hurts, shes a true friend that cars about others in her own way, I love My friends Deanna and Jamie, even tho its been a while since we talked, I know that they care about me and dispite all the crap that has been going on they are still there talking to me and listening and showing me its ok to make mistakes, I love how ppl that dont know me that well care, like tony coming up to me and making sure I was ok meant so much to me, I barely knew him and he was like Dawn I am here for you,,,,I am so blessed, I love it how elaine makes me smile and cares about how i feel, I like it how ppl brighten my day, like when Gary says Hey sweetie are you ok? and i just feel a little bit better about myself, I like it how andrea and becky always greet me with a smile and give me a hug, and love it how joel makes me laugh and listens to my problems, I like it how ppl give me hugs and pray for me,,,, And I love it when ppl call me and make sure I am ok like andrew, and when ppl randomly meet me up to hang out like brad, even tho we have faults and differences life goes on, I know that makeing a big deal about things is wrong, I try not to but some times my emotions take the best of me,,,, I hope that i didnt forget anyone that means alot to me b/c if i did i am sorry, i love eveyone God has put in my life, i cant believe I am so blessed...... so i am done being stupid i cant take this life anymore,,,, GOD is my maker and my husband and from now on I want to live for HIm.....
